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[Jan. 25th, 2006|01:24 pm] |
SO!
i made a new livejournal account.
if you're on my friends list i already added you.
if not, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) theljmanifesto
it may be friends only
and i may actualy update |
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[Oct. 27th, 2005|05:02 pm] |
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| | the cure | ] |
lord, i've never been so sick.
i have some sort of infection waaay in the back of my throat, so everytime i swallow it makes my eyes tear up, it hurts so bad. and if i don't take IB profin every 4 hours my temp goes back up to 102. and i was delirious yesterday... literaly crying because we didn't have any ice cream. my whole body hurts. my ears are popping. i've been sick since tuesday and all i want is to get better. i'm missing too much school, and i'm going to feel like shit this weekend. i don't like the fact that the world can go on without me while i lay in bed.
plus, i'm losing my voice. so i can't even call and talk to anyone. bah. so, it's sleep or food network. you would be cranky too. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
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| | family guy. | ] |
fucking amazing. |
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| apparently nothing at all |
[Oct. 13th, 2005|06:53 pm] |
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| | a perfect cirlce | ] |
so.
we don't get to have heat until November. lol, and at dinner my neighbor complianed he doesen't have it on for TODAY... with a fireplace, spaceheater, and heated waterbed.
jesuschrist, i'm fucking cold.
nobody updates their LJ anymore.
and i have the itchin' to go to a show.
and i left my book at school. and tv sucks.
so i'm bored.
boredboredbored
boredboredboredboard
boredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredbored
boredboredbored
why does everyone think i'm pregnant? am i getting fat?!
be honest.
i feel like it's about time for a change. of something. i'm getting generally bored.
of life, that is.
it must be the rain.
that's it.
raaaaain
i'm going to go sit out in the rain.
but before i go...
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| i got another funky ryhme. |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|08:21 pm] |
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| |  thoughtful | ] |
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| | twiztid | ] |
fuck.
claire needs herself some newports.
so, the last time bernie was over my mom told him she was proud of my grades, because i have B's. and i'm sure everyone the first month of school has high averages.. well, at least i do. then i get lazy with homework. and get C's and D's. but i know this year counts alot. and you get your GPA. and colleges really look at your junior year. blah blah blah. and my mom gave me this thing with a bunch of colleges, and i guess i'm supposed to start looking now. it's kind of scary because i never really thought twice what i'm going to do after high school. i've always wanted to be an activist. or write, for activism. join the peace corps. or be a drug dealer. lol.
but. i started to think. maybe this is the time i should get my shit together. suck it up and do my homework, and try a little bit. i hear from everyone how smart i am, and if i only applied myself... ect.
maybe i don't want to go to college. i want to continue my education, but i don't have the patience for homework. i put things off till the last minute, then don't do it. that's how i've always been. i'm a lazy mofo.
but, my mom told me about how her friends daughter (AHEM Jennifer) got C's all through high school, and got into a good college in Boston. that gave me a little hope. i would love to go there. maybe my pursuit for learning will keep me going. i mean, i love history. if i could take a bunch of classes like that, i would be all set. i would love school. but, i can't try to get good grades, just to get good grades. at this point it dosen't matter that much to me, but i should start thinking about the future.
on another subject, this weekend was crazy. and Samantha, if you happen to read this, your crazy mother left a disturbing message on my machine, that said i had to call her. i was very afraid. lol. i tried to cover for us the best i could. but, i knew you where fucked. but as you said, you're never grounded for more than a week anyway. best of luck hun.
i guess puking is just as well as fucking on your friends parent's bed. ha.
and my mom told me that D&D are hiring. i would love that fucking job. so my ass is going down there tomorrow, and then babysitting. by january i'll have enough to buy/fix a car.. and i'll have my permit. finally.
high school is silly. drama is silly. it's funny, i have the feeling i'm above everything already. i guess having a 19 yr old dropout for a boyfriend keeps your mind in perspective :p
i love you my baybeh. next time i'm going to puke all over you. haha. give you a reason to shower.
um. what else.
i love emily. stop working so much.
hmmm.
and i've been thinking about sonja alot. everyone says she's in a better place. comming from a person who dosen't believe in heaven, i don't think there's a better thing to be than alive. the world would have been better with her. i hope this year they don't do another fucking assembly, using her as an example for the danger of drugs. she didn't die to teach everyone a fucking lesson. and i know this year i'll be down at her grave, smoking alot of pot. cause that's the way life should be.
<3 |
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| dead leaves in the dirty ground |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|09:55 pm] |
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| | white stripes | ] |
now, outside it smells like crisp cold air, dirt and leaves.
and my mom made an apple pie from the trees outside. treeeeess.
so today is officialy autumn. |
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| all the things she said. |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|12:21 am] |
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| | mudvayne- fall into sleeeep | ] |
today, big e.
i haven't been since i was about, 9? and i forget all the useless-shit-boths they have. it dosen't make sense to pay 10 for parking, and 15 for entry, just to go and shop.
but, amazing time in the rain.
splashing in puddles is the way to go. everyone in ponchos are pussies. we are hardxcore.
i love ronald mcdonald's nuggets.
B-I-N-G-O.
okay. when we say YOUR letter, i want you to hold it up, but keep shaking.. okaaaayyyy?
fun long day. and when i have these kind of days. it's hard to remember what really happened and what didn't.
yah mean?
i need mo sleep.
sleep sleep sleep |
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[Sep. 8th, 2005|06:34 pm] |
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| | twitid, g-star. | ] |
shit son.
i dun like school no mo.
i'd rather speak to no one, then have to make pointless idle chit chat with people i don't like all day long.
call me antisocial, but this is what i do monday to friday, 6 hours a day.
hehe.
i sat alone at a table in the middle of the cafeteria, 2 days ago? and felt perfectly content.
i'm such a loner.
i miss mah friends.
i miss mah partys.
i miss alot of shit.
shiat.
motherfucka shiat. |
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[Aug. 31st, 2005|05:29 pm] |
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| | fugazi | ] |
i got my hair cut at costcutters.
Q: what can go wrong with a 12 dollar haircut?
A: uneven hair.
;)
school is weird.
and my friends are acting weird
annnnd all the jocks love me, it's a very odd turnaround.
all my classes are good, besides painting. i really didn't realize i needed talent. plus all the anime children are in it. so, i would drop, but there's nothing else i can take in its place. oh well.
i tried to get an application at dunkin donuts. i wanna work thurr. but kyle was like. noafterschoolhoursUH.
so i'm still jobless.
and i'm still convinced i can live off of coffee and cigarettes.
and
i feel like doing just that.
now. i'm off to do my first homework assignment in, 4 months?
yay |
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| if you're reading this, then i finally did it. |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|08:22 am] |
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this morning i woke up at 6:30.
AM
holyshit.
i blew all my money on two Twiztid tickets last night. 40 bucks. money well spent though, i must say. it was my fist psychopathic show. it made me wish i was into the shit years and years ago... there was alot of young children there, but i can't really complain. since i am a young child.
out of all the music they played between the sets, everyone sung "Homies." me and bernie just kind of looked at each other and laughed.
homies... homies... man that's my dawg.
oh! and they closed with "i'm alright." that made me happy. i started listening to them because of that song.
maybe i'll go see KMK again in november.
so, school starts on tuesday?
my scheduale goes as follows:
1: Chemistry; Pease, 77.
2: Algebra; Weatherby, 230.
3: Painting; Gragnolati, B37. [1-2]
3: Personal Finance; Kelly, 256. [3-4]
4: US History; DiPippo, 219.
5: Psychology; Copes, 223. [1-2]
5: Sociology; Copes, 223.
6: English; Place, 204.
G: Foods; Case, 99. [1-2]
G: Photography; Sigall, B29. [3-4]
thurr you go.
LOL. when i went in on monday to fix it, my mother said to Porter "i recieved a notice in the mail that my daughter has a 68 average." and Porter was like "oh, that's very good."
fuckingretarT.
with him, i'll never go to college.
your mom goes to college!
i was pretty sick the past couple of days, and now my mom caught my cold. poor mommy. i'm thinking about walking to cvs to buy her some orange juice and medicine, with what quarters i can find.
and do dishes.
and laundry.
and maybe hang out with samantha...?
woo woo.
i despise samantha. because she's better than me at DDR now.
ho.
;)
"Billy, how was your first concert?"
"FAMILY!!!11! WOO WOO!!" |
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[Aug. 11th, 2005|10:07 pm] |
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i feel as if everything is right in the world.
i love you. |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2005|11:45 pm] |
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tomorrow i am helping my aunt unpack all day, and night. and i'm sleeping over there.
friday morning i'm leaving for pennsylvania until monday.
fuck fuck fuck.
i had to cancel a full weekend.
WHY am i going, you may ask.
hmm.
well. my aunt asked me to. and she dosen't ask much of me. and. i haven't seen my uncles kids in like, 3 years. or my uncle for that matter.
it will be a 4 day weekend away from mom!
what a fun roadtrip.
oh, and monday is casey's birthday. so i'm busy then too.
samantha dearist: tuesday, you are mine. ;)
if you want to say goodbye to me, you have my number. call in the morning. |
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| extra. thiiick. shake. |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|03:38 am] |
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| | nin- all the love in the world | ] |
mmm. so life is good.
i really appreciate not having to go to school. sleeping until noon and staying up until 3 is fine with me.
but, i need money. lots of $$$. so claire needs to find herself a job.
lallaaa. i am bored. and overtired.
jesus= the lord of dance.
within the week, my room will be finished. i've never been so excited to sleep in an actual bed.
boopbooop.
i'm looking foward to coffee drinking contests. rules need to be set in place.
kim, did you drop off the face of the earth? i haven't talked to you in awhile.
nothing else i guess.
but, technicly, i'm grounded from the computer until sunday. so this update never happened. |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|01:14 am] |
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| | bored | ] |
My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 77% on correct |
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[Jul. 24th, 2005|06:51 pm] |
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| | apc | ] |
i purchased pretty sparkly nailpolish today.
plus i've eaten so much food in the past two days with paul i think i gained 5 pounds.
yep. |
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| truck. |
[Jul. 22nd, 2005|12:01 am] |
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| | a perfect circle | ] |
emily.sam.t-bell.melissa.
mall.stalkerz.ddr.paul<3.claire's.steal!
get-away.pickup.casey.bart.mushroomhead.
metal music? in a chinese place? too good to be true.
northampton.facesss.books.pinz.solar flower.beatboxing chair.beach and.raver ball.
chinee foo.sushi.tea.tea.tea.wata.tea.wata.wassabi.flamming pork.big tip.
mmm pastry.alternative wedding cake toppers.
one dolla cd.david bowie vinyl form.cheap cdz.holllllllllld on.
drive home.raver ball fun.blasting techno.foggy windows.fabreazeee
fun day.
did i miss anything? |
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| don't keep the beachballs, you faggot. |
[Jul. 18th, 2005|02:22 am] |
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| | rob zombie- pussy liquor | ] |
Ozzfest was fucking awesome.
Me and Kim got dropped off, and wandered around the boths. Then i found Dez and Jared, so we went up on the lawn and saw josh, chris, sean, and the kid i forgot his name, but was fascinated with his 3 tongue rings. sexy. it was good to see josh again, i havn't seen that kid in years.
we then smoked alot of pot, and wandered off to the second stage. there was so many people.. this guy was pushing through to the front so i followed him, lol, and got to be about 15 feet away from rob zombie. oh my goodness. skeet. john 5 was playing guitar for him <33 but everyone was pushing, and shoving.. by the third song i felt as if i was going to suffocate. then i got pushed back into a moshpit by this huge biker looking guy, got thrown around and pushed farther from the stage.. lol, then someone kicked me in the head whilst crowd surfing, and a fat guy almost fell on me. by this time i lost kim, so me and this random girl where dancing to living dead girl. hahaha, and she asked me if i was bi or gay, haha. i said no, she said too bad. silly.
theeeen i found dez and josh again, looked for chris, smoked more pot, kim found me... then we saw amy, eric, casey jess ect.. so me kim and amy went to the bathrooms to wash off from the mud.
o my god, the mud. it rained half the day so everyone was mudslidding down the lawn and throwing it at eachother. after it rained the first time i was still clean and jared got on top of me and pushed me in it and layed on top of me, lol, because he was covered in it and i had to be dirty too.
lolz! and there was this couple fucking on the lawn, so a crowd of 200 guys run up and start throwing mud at them. it was great
so, me amy and kim go wash up.. then me and kim sit in a line for about 40 minutes.. for two sodas. i sat on the floor to demonstrate we wern't moving.
and there where only about 15 people in our line. my goodness.
we leave there, go back to the lawn and BLS is playing. then shadows fall. then mudvayne. then iron maiden. bls was awesome, and so was mudvayne. iron maiden called us hippies. "only hippies smoke pot, you fucking hippies"
more mud wreastling. black sabbath then came on. ozzy looked really happy to be touring, he smiled the entire time. me and eric danced like we where on an acid trip and headbanged. and fought with mud. they left, and me and kim went closer to the stage. one of their closers was "black sabbath" it gave chills.. ozzy is amazing live.
emily, i left you phone messages. haha.
kim then bought a shirt, and we had to walk to mcdonalds. my mom told me i looked like hell and smelt like shit, which i probably did.
so i came home, gave casey a big hug. hehe. and took a very long shower, and washed my clothing. the purple pants wern't purple anymore.
kim, tonight was great. thank you for the ticket. <33#33 |
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[Jul. 9th, 2005|12:16 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | (hed) pe | ] |
Off to Hampton beach for a week. I will return sometime on the 16th.
and the next day is FUCKING OZZFEST. this is going to be my first show. everyone needs to get excited for it.. i know the lineup kind of sucks but just being there is going to be fucking awesome. i promise you. where can you go wrong with 12 hours of metal?!
DEATH METAL!!1@2!! rawr.
but if i come home late everyone needs to be at my house 10 o clock on Sunday.
besides that, i love and will miss everyone. pray that i don't get too much sun.. or i will lose my gothly apperance. ha.
<3 |
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